Akhirnya…berakhir juga kisah yang dibangun selama kurang lebih 2 tahun dan 1.5 bulan ini. Perpisahan yang tidak mengenakkan, krn diakhiri dengan pertengkaran dan menyisakan pedih dan sakit hati.
it's hard to say goodbye
It seems that we have to admit that we’re not meant to be together. Enough is enough. He can’t understand what I want, and I also can’t accept his way of thinking. We finally met the dead end, and the best solution is: break up. And I know that this is FINAL, this is the final decision, and I won’t get back together with him. I finally realized that I can’t be with someone that I can’t trust. I can’t be with someone that I can’t count on to. I can’t be with someone that unfaithful and disrespect me.
Berat rasa nya utk mengakhiri semua yang sudah dibangun selama 2 tahun ini. Sakit hati, pasti. Sedih, iya. It feels so hard when sometimes the sweet memory of us just flash back on my mind like a teaser of a movie. There are several things that still remind me of him.
However, he’s the part of my life for the past 2 years. Even though he made me cry, but he also made me laugh, he also made me happy, he also made me feel loved and protected. Sadly, we should end up this way. Hope that this is the best way for us. Hope I’ll be stronger without him. Hope that this will be the new beginning, better beginning for us, in our life journey, to find our perfect match.
